We are always waiting for something. I've gone through most of my years waiting for something big to happen. Maybe I'm not supposed to wait. Maybe I should make it happen. Am I just waiting for the right moment? I'm not quite sure what it is that I am waiting for.
I'm always waiting for my life to somehow change. Maybe I want things to get better, but when they do I feel that it's not enough. Nothing is ever enough. My mind wants great things, things too great to just wait for them to happen. I'm just having a hard time figuring out exactly how to get there. Every journey has its price and sometimes the price is a lot higher than we expect.
If I decide to go on my trip through life the way I am meant to, I know that I will probably lose many of the comforts that I have managed to accumulate in my seemingly normal path. I haven't decided if I'm willing to pay that price yet. It has taken me many years to reach this point and changing everything to chase the unknown is simply scary.
I'm waiting for the fear to leave me. I'm waiting for my life to change. I'm waiting, just waiting…
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